In your head

I haven’t been able to write a large post yet but.. I’m single. Have been since may. It’s been just another extreme obstacle to overcome. I really need to write about this. I’ve always just been so nervous of staying anonymous but I really should just let it pour. But regardless  what’s giving me issues now is the loneliness at night. Especially sober. (A whole other story) I never lived by myself. It sucks so much. I dont know how people do it but that’s all i knew. Arg i just hate being alone..